How many times can your heart break?How much is the truth you just don't want to see or admit?How many times can I be manipulated? How many times can I fail me?
Too many. Baloney! As many times as you let happen. You aren't failing you.... we do not have owners manuals, we are learning about ourselves as we go!! I love you and want you to quit being so hard on yourself. Call me instead. We are going through very similar issues. Head up, chin out, eyes bright... practice makes perfect my dear friend!
Welcome to Sparkle 'n Shine. A little glimpse of life as lived by a woman in her mid-30's raising two beautiful children and living with co-dependancy.
Little Miss--11 yr old daughter Mr. Man--9 yr old son Big B--alcoholic husband--46 Young un--young girl in the office Ms. T--friend and confidant Me--36 yr old working mom living with degenerative disc disease, fibromyalgia, RA, and obesity not to forget the healthy dose of depression thrown in for added insanity.
I am a tender-hearted, loving, woman. It is hard to think of myself as a "woman". What happened? When did I get this damn old? or responsible? I am the caretaker of so many. Sometimes, I get very tired.....I ask 'When will it be my turn'? Then I know, Too Soon. As long as I can spoil people, love them, and take care of others.....I am still going strong. When I get weak, my friends and My Lord pick me up and carry me, till I can stand again....I am proud of my kids, I am loved by my family. I am confused by myself....I am one in a million. Who are you?
Too many. Baloney! As many times as you let happen. You aren't failing you.... we do not have owners manuals, we are learning about ourselves as we go!! I love you and want you to quit being so hard on yourself. Call me instead. We are going through very similar issues. Head up, chin out, eyes bright... practice makes perfect my dear friend!
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