Monday, April 19, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Enough
It has been a long and germ filled weekend. I had a rhinoscope follwed by a severe inflammation of the sinus'. Next, came the infection and now as par for normal, the bronchitis is setting in.
A lot happened over the past few days, but I can't type it all on my phone so it will have to hold.
Tonight I realized why this breakup has been so hard for me to let go (besides the 14yrs and two kids).
Logically, I know Big B is an alcoholic. Emotionally, I can't help but feeling like I failed. Failed me, the kids, the family, and HIM.
Why aren't I enough? Why aren't I enough for you to fight for? to want to try? to love? to have and to hold?
Why aren't I enough? is my heart to black? to kind? do I talk too much? ask too much?
Why aren't I enough?
Logically, I know the bottle will always win. Try telling that to my heart.
A lot happened over the past few days, but I can't type it all on my phone so it will have to hold.
Tonight I realized why this breakup has been so hard for me to let go (besides the 14yrs and two kids).
Logically, I know Big B is an alcoholic. Emotionally, I can't help but feeling like I failed. Failed me, the kids, the family, and HIM.
Why aren't I enough? Why aren't I enough for you to fight for? to want to try? to love? to have and to hold?
Why aren't I enough? is my heart to black? to kind? do I talk too much? ask too much?
Why aren't I enough?
Logically, I know the bottle will always win. Try telling that to my heart.
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